Adam Carter was my baby, Adam was the baby i had always wanted and dreamt about. Adam is very much loved and missed terrably by his mum and nan. The day i found out that i was pregnant with you was the happyest day of my life a day i thought would never happen to me, i always thought that nothing good ever happend to me. That day i got proved wrong. You where the one good thing to ever happen to me. You mayed me the happest person alive. Out of all the hurt i had you just mayed it all disapear in the blink of an eye. You mayed me feel alive again. For the first time ever i knew what real love was and what real love felt like. At that point i understood how it felt to really love. Something i had never really experienced before not real love at least. You mayed me feel whole and compleat. I needed nothing eles not now i was expecting you. Then when i found out that you where a twin, it was an unreal feeling it mayed you even more special then you already where. All i wanted was love and cuddle you and give you the best life possible. But then you where both taken away from me. That day my heart broke, i felt nothing inside, because most of me died with you both that day at the hospital when the doctor told me you had gone. Those are those words will stay with never leave me. what would i do without you?. Why where you taken away from me?. Was it my fault?. Had i done something wrong?. Where questions running through my mind. The one good thing to ever happen to me gone quicker then the speed of light. Life without you will never be the same again, i will never be the same without you here. I will never know love again without you. Words can not express what you mean to me. Now all that is left to say is : I will never stop loving you. I will never stop thinking about you. I miss you so much and i love you more then anything. This is just untill the day we meet again my lovly, wonderful, special son. In my heart you will stay. A memory page for Adams twin sister Lindsay can be found at : http:// Lindsay.Carter.muchloved.com